OK, second entry. It's 3:30 in the morning and I've not slept. A medication problem, in that I ran out of Klonopin (Clonazepam) and while I've gotten a new script from my Psychiatrist, did not get it filled today, so yesterday, (Monday) I was in more cloudy than usual, and tonight I've returned to the muscle tightened and slight anxiety of pre-Klonopin days, which means I'm just awake. So, I might as well get something done. My psychiatrist noted that the "cloudiness" in my brain is part of Klonopin withdrawal, and the tightness in my back means its mostly gone (the Klonopin, not my brain [yet]).
It's odd having a bi-polar day when MS has become such a dominant part of life. But I'm not jumping up and down, doing manic things like leaping tables, throwing baseballs through walls, or being depressed in a chair. I have learned to get on with things. I'll get my script filled in a few hours, since the pharmacy isn't open now, and do some errands, and I've got physical therapy today. And I'll probably take a nap.
Yeah, a nap would be good.
More on the way.